I don't want to just exist, I want to live my life. Figuratively, acting is like being on the edge of a cliff. You lean a bit forward, then step back. Your body buzzes with excitement. It's so thrilling.

Exactly. I think if you open your arms to happiness, you must open them to misery as well. Let the moment envelope you completely, wallow in it. But finally get out and move on with life. When I felt like crying, I had a good cry. Now, I'm over it. 

    

After a long time my heart skipped a beat yesterday....twitter